Monday, January 29, 2007

do something nice b4 u go to bed

Senin,8 jan 07
It’s kinda funny.
I akhire beli sandal baru, bener2 tepat, krn sandal lamaku jebol. Aku bawa fancu as beauty advisor, haha, so akire beli yang ada hak e 3 cm , isa dipake formal mpe ga formal, lbh multi guna gitu.

And, anyway kadang kalo kita menutup hari dengan melakukan hal yang menyenangkan itu isa terbawa keesokan harinya. Bangun jd ikut seneng. Eeh pemikiran macam ini mengingatkanku pada konsep pas pitching ritadent dulu). Contohe:
Dulu makan fettucine di amore, uenak, so creamy, esok pagie jd sek terbawa2, hahahaha.
Trus mlm iki ketemuan dadakan ma gbus n nyo. Just the persons i miss to meet. Makan di AW, gabus ga makan, ngobrol mpe nunggu mall e tutup.

percakapan jiwa

>>God...
*anak kecil yang merajuk*
Yaya , Aku tau apa yang akan kau katakan anakKu.

>>Iya...dia sudah sempet merasa putus asa n kembali ke sby, 3 bulan kemudian br dpt panggilan lagi. Dan sekarang akhire ketrima dgn gaji yang break the jungle rule (fresh graduate gajie kecil)... Dia Kau restui..kenapa aku tidak?
Kenapa Kenapa kenapa

Lupa ya kamu, nak...

>>Sedikit...Tapi aku aslie blm sungguh2 ngerti jawaban untuk pertanyaan gede utk smua WHY.
I m tired

That’s not the first time u said that.

>>Yap...n still have the passion. Stubborn huh? So...now what? I want You to tell me what should i do. That’s the most important i need to know. Should i still wait..? Can i go on? I think i m ready to pursue my dream again. I dare to dream again. Kata Glen, Anggun bilang, u can dream but dont forget to wake up, take a bath and go. Ga jauh dr kata2 bruce lee di poster ktr. ..willing is not enough u must apply...
It s no way that U gives talents but they’re wasted. I keep that promise, it s just the time. So..what is the matter you think about a promise? Apa yang lebih penting dr sebuah janji? Waktu pemenuhan alias masa tunggu yang terbatas n terukur..atau janji itu pasti dipenuhi tp ga tahu kapan.
Lord i want to close my cloudy days, menyudahi ratapanku. Dr smua jalan yang kutempuh, Kau tetap setia.Miracle that i wait is me myself. A wonderful process i had. Still not insane.

First meeting in 07

Rabo, 3 jan 07
First meeting in 07 at 8 am!
Kd made kinda speech in formal bahasa. I m glad when he said he loves this job, this bussiness. He has still a long dream for portrait. He also thanked to everyone especially some names. And so on.
In that sentence i learn what this sentence means: Life is full of compromises. Indeed i think.

In the other hand he is so idealist n full of spirit, our taste quite alike, western one. But the other side, so plin plan! Gampang dibelokkan angin. Isa mendengar org laen tp kebablasan, gosh.... Asal ga maen diktator kupikir kita isa get along n working 2gether.
Ritong tuh plg pusing. Dia bener2 rite person in rite place. Selain tanggung jawab dia ceria n lumayan easy going. Kalo aku di posisi dia uda resign sejak 2 bulan pertama. Masio gitu bukan brarti dia ga perna mengeluh, tp salut aku ma dia.

Xmas...

Senin, 25 des 06
Hei, another Xmas day (pdhl ga MESTI hrs terpacu pd tanggal!). Mari ngurus2 bantu2 DOP di rumah ko dito bareng arek2(ga ke gereja), asik jg akeh makanan gagaahhahah, trus ketemuan ma carla di GM2. Wah rambute panjang , bawa anak pula! Lha?!?! Ponakan e yang suka difoto2, beneran loh tiap kali mo difoto dia isa tau n spontan pose. Ck ck ck ....Aktif puol! No wonder carla loves her.

Nice sms2 from frens:
Walking with GOD is the best adventure.
Finding GOD is the best achievement.
And having GOD as companion is the best source of happiness.

Xmas reminds us that GOD always keeps HIS promises, that miracles do happen, that HIS love never fails.

another farewell

Jumat 22 des 06
..bln iki sungguhan Glen resign. Td diumumno ma Kd di akhir xmas party. Menurutku kata2 Kd wise juga (menurut ritong si he’s in a gud mood).
“pople come n go” he wants everyone keep in mind ...ever worked in Portrait. Make some noise outside after u leave...n so on.

As Glen i isa merasakan beratnya perpisahan, apalagi dia ‘anak sulung’. As co worker, sedih sekali, merasa sgt kehilangan, ga da lg yang isa diajak ngobrol idealis. Dulu dia benchmark ku, skrg art nya aku ngukur ke sapa...Blm puas belajar drnya.
As a dream cathcer, i terpacu n iri juga. Masa dia uda bole pegi, i baru masuk padahal.5 months only! Tp bener jg kata Wen, i diem di tmpt skrg bukan berarti ga naek level.

Senin 20 nov

Hi, lama ga jumpa....Kemaren resepsi married e panci, aslie aku ampir ga dtg, soale hr minggu itu aku jadwale masuk kerja (guendeng capeke, sabtu masuk full ae rasae minggu garek turu tok, 7 hours in front of the computer, 6 working days). Tapi karena ga ada klien, fotografer ga jadi masuk jg so aku ga perlu masuk kerja.

Yov jadine diundang. Lucu benar cerita di balik invitation e. Ada sms ke no e yov yang uda dibawa adike di shanghai. Krn adikke Cuma tau dlm waktu dekat yang bakal merit itu Meme, so disampekno ke yov lek pemberkatan bla bla. Yov yo heran , Meme katae merit e sek th depan kok, opo iku tren di indo, pemberkatan sek merit e bole jauh2 hari. Pas ngobrol ma Kiki kok tepak tanggale podo..so on.

Di merit e panci , sigh ga isa chit chat ma panci e. Foto juga cepet2an, ga sempet say helo n macem2. Cuma asike rombonganku ma rombongan pepe n vera bareng. So semeja de, yang kepisah pre, yendy, coolz, iyem yang ku sms ga bales tnyta nomore hangus, ya uda aku ga save her number again. Looks like she doesn need me to contact.

Anyway minggu lalu ditutup dengan lumayan lega. Design kemasan bu sien uda ku printout, kukasi ke rmhnya, mepet sabtu malem minggu. Untung soro Aylie ga keberatan aku minjem laptopnya utk tracing n kerjain smua. Di saat trakir freehand e juga rewel, tiap mencet tool pen slalu nutup dewe, padahal blm bener2 selesai mengutek2 design e. Tapi bener si, kasi banyak alternatif ke klien malah bikin mereka bingung.